Just another night..

sigh.. it's another night at the usual place. there weren't many people there "tonight" (or should i say last night? lol.) mostly regulars perhaps. but it was quite comfortable to dance. haven't had this kind of space and comfort for some time. feels good actually. lol.

the dj was crazy and so was i. lol. he basically blasted all the nice songs in a row and left himself nothing to play for the rest of the night. and i think i did some really silly stuff. lol. not that i don't do silly stuff on a daily basis, but i made everyone in my group laugh quite a bit. i can't help myself! i think i'm getting really crazy because i'm studying psychology. ok.. wrong explanation! somehow it's my personality. i wish i could describe this as my character but it doesn't connect. clowning around is not character. it is personality. did i just tell everyone that i'm a clown? omg..

and actually i'm going to study for a bit first before i head to bed. yes.. i'm crazy. but no, this is actually the kind of sacrifice that i have to make if i want to go out and play. i acknowledge this kind of sacrifice. for me, if i want to mambo, i have to finish my work no matter what. discipline is what i lack and i know that too. that's why i'm pushing myself even harder in my studies. ultimately, if i don't study, i die (you know i'm talking metaphorically right?). lol.

i haven't danced like this in a while. thank you dj for the night.

all's mambo that ends well..