Solemnness..

i was forced by my friends to register for a facebook account. sigh.. now i have one more activity to do before i sleep. check the bloody account. lol. and my email is being flooded with all the email notifications!! damn. anyway, i have been feeling rather low (even though it's partly because wednesdays are over) because of some problems which have cropped up suddenly. i really wish that i could post all my problems here but i would prefer to have my own privacy. i don't want anybody to come after my blood. but the main reason is to maintain the peace and tranquility within my social life. i do have lots of opinions but i couldn't say them as well. frankly speaking, nobody in this world actually knows how much i know. i was told a long time ago that i talk too much. so i'm keeping quiet most of the time right now. if i don't say anything, it doesn't mean i don't know a thing. if you are reading this, it definitely applies to you. lol. that being said, some of you might start to feel a little bit uncomfortable but rest assured if you can read this, you are someone whom i care a lot about. trust me. :)

actually, come to think of it, i shall have another blog but i won't divulge it. it's for myself. shhh.. :)

all's mambo that ends well :)

Double Gold.. Amazing!!

i'm so proud of my secondary school! i wiki-ed my secondary school and as i was browsing through the contents, i just realised that my alma mater is so amazing! i didn't realise that it was the only school in singapore to ever win double gold in cross country! boy am i proud. i can't believe it. i remembered i managed to bask in the full glory of it but i didn't know that it was the ONLY school in singapore to ever achieve that. however, i was sad to find out that 2007 was a medal-less year. whatever happened to all the sportsman? shocking but oh well.. and the track and field results were horrible. i really can't believe the former glory had all gone down the drain. anyway, just felt like posting something.

oh yeah, i was from victoria school if you are curious. :)

mambo's over but i'm still doing the moves. lol.

all's mambo that ends well.

Emo Elmo..

what a pain it is to do work. lol. now i'm not saying that work is a bed of roses. nobody said that. of course i understand that all forms of work - studies, job tasks, etc. - come in the form of the universal impolite term - "shit". so this entry serves as an outlet for me to let off some steam and blow my horn (please people.. straight thinking!! blow.. horn(y).. i know what you all are thinking!! lol)

alright, back to my lamenting. yes, i have been "bloody" busy these few weeks trying to do my assignments. my new term has started and it just gets worse. last term was pretty manageable but i felt choked up. and this term is worse. although the number of modules has decreased drastically, amount of work has increased. hmm.. i thought i could take a breather but well, things have to be like that. i don't wish to complain much because i don't want to sound like some wimp who can't get control of his life. i'm very much in control thank you very much. well, so much for work.

today's another wednesday and i woke up feeling a little crappy. my mind's too full of studies i think. i can't help it because i really want to do well. very well in fact. :) i just hope i have the steam to finish this damn semester. i'm almost there! just two more months and i can fart. lol. feeling rather constipated that's why.

practice doesn't necessary make perfection. or so i have learnt. lol. that is to say in relation to learning. i shall not elaborate as i will not find a way to end this. lol. i realise i'm applying whatever i have learnt in my everyday life. my friends especially. lol. not that i'm taking them as my subjects (gosh! i'm talking like my lecturer already!), but it's just my subtle way of practising whatever i have learnt. lol.

brennymambowong. study hard and mambo hard. tap into your utmost potential and show the world what you can do. believe in that and things will come your way. God will show you things along the way as a guide but you got to have the discernment to see them. do not let distractions take you away from your goal in life. focus brennymambowong. :)

mambo in 4 hours time!!!!

all's mambo that ends well...... i promise i won't go home without you.. lol

Won't Go Home Without You..

I asked her to stay
But she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend
The things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
And the noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt I've never really showed
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
Should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, ohh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

Morbid..

i'm not feeling right today. morbid. not sure why but i guess it's probably due to stress. stress in many areas. home, work, school. at home, i'm always worrying about parents and brother. yup.. brother. surprised? don't be. just because i haven't mentioned my brother at all doesn't mean i don't care about him. lol. but it's not about him. :) i'm always worrying about when will the time come when i can give my mom the comfort that she needs. i really hope it'll be soon. i can't bear to see her work her butt out anymore. and i rather not mention my dad. waste of writing space here. get it? sorry if i sound improper but that's how melancholy works. stress at work is due to having to wait to go through all the funny training modules (yes, "modules"). i dislike the waiting part. well, i just want to go through it as soon as possible and start work properly, so that life goes on. not that life doesn't go on without work, but i'm just enthusiastic about it. not sure why again. lol. and school is depressing. doing my best is my only motivation as well as consolation. "consolation" seems to reveal how i'm doing in school but no, i'm still good. lol. just not doing up to my expectations. i think i got to set it lower. if not i'll always be complaining. lol. so that's my definition of stress. did i mention i was going to define it? shucks. hazards in life.

i feel better now. sorry mambo dear. didn't mean to get you worried. whenever i'm with you i'll definitely be happy. what's life without you? lol. i'm brennymambowong 24/7.

all's mambo that ends well.. yEeEeooWww!! i feel GOOD..!!

God, please give me strength.. :) i'm getting a bit drained out..