Should I..? Maybe..

24 hours to go. lol. this is what i live for and this is who i'm going to be for quite some time i guess. mambo mambo mambo. what the heck man! how did i land myself in this horrible addiction? i really do not know. lol. but i'm loving it. more and more each day!

i should be damn f**king excited now since it's only 24 hours more to go. however, i'm feeling a little uneasy. but i'll get over it soon. i just need some psycho-ing on my part. anyways, the uneasiness is just about giving up i guess. i think that's probably the best way to put it. lol. as to giving what up, i leave it to your imagination. lol. definitely not my manhood! goodness sake.. will you think of something more constructive! lol. haven't been receiving very positive signals. i think it's probably a hint that i should give it up. c'mon now.. don't tell me you are still confused about what you are reading! duh! lol. oh well.. i guess i deserve it. not in a "karma-tic" way but circumstances. choices which i made that led to my current situation. i should have made some wiser choice in the past. sigh.. too late for me to learn but at least i still managed to get it. after so long. what a dork.

na na na na na na na na.. baby give it.. give it up.. baby give it up!!

ohhh shut up brennymambowong!! lol.

that's the only reason why i'm still mambo-ing. if mambo is a girl, she's my wife. a wife that can make me happy even in my saddest moments. a wife that makes me smile every single day, rain or shine. she'll be there in my darkest and my brightest. God.. why has this girl not shown up? maybe she has.. but why is she not showing me anything? should i just tell her? sigh.. i'm such a dork. fear of failure. that's me i think.

c'mon brenny.. pull yourself together. your show's up in 24 hours. lol.

and yup.. you might have guessed it.

all's mambo that ends well!

MAMBO TIME!!

it's just a couple of hours before i head out to my sanctuary every midweek. it's a place where i can be at my most relaxed with no stress at all. though sometimes it can be quite stressful with so many people looking. lol. MAMBO is the code, ADDICTION is the word. somebody save me!! lol.

as usual, i'm in my ultra hyper mode and i've actually been practising one particular song the whole day, listening to it on repeat mode and thinking of which move should i use. lol. yup you are damn right! i am crazy! i can't help myself. my hands just start moving the moment i hear any retro song OR a song that's being played on wednesdays.

i found out a startling truth yesterday night or rather this 'morning' if you know what i mean. lol. again i was disappointed at the mere fact that humans are such weak creatures. that's the reason why God exists, whichever God you worship or believe in. i'm only using a general term 'God' here in my context. don't want anybody coming after me you know. lol.

i was pissed. damn pissed. pardon me for using that word but that's probably the most accurate word i can use on myself then. i'll just make it short and sweet, in case anybody falls asleep. take for instance, you like a person but of course, you dare not tell the person. yet. lol. then along comes your 'good friend', who decides to get intoxicated with alcohol and spill the whole of beans. there you go! abracadabra! he tells the person you like him/her. thank you friend. for trying out a stunt which i feel is not very impressive at all to me. i really don't know what was going on inside your coconut shell but i do hope you know that it's not a very magnificent stunt you pulled. i wanted to use mind-blowing. but on second thoughts, it did blow my mind away. in a lousy way of course. :)

sigh.. the facets of life.. unfortunate but nevertheless, everything happens for a reason. :) God has planned this. i can't go against it, can i? lol. i really don't blame this friend of mine. just disappointed. it's no wonder they say, 'with friends like that, who needs enemies?' should i say 'Amen' to that? lol. i rather not. i wouldn't want to misuse that word.

and as i always end,

ALL'S MAMBO THAT ENDS WELL!!

brennymambowong strikes again!! have fun to all who's going to have fun!! lol.

Back to school

i am finally starting school tomorrow. having mixed feelings now. on one hand i still want to slack around and on the other, i just want to study hard and get what i think i deserve. in fact, i think i should be psyching myself up to study hard as well as prepare myself for 'no time at all'. no time for this and no time for that. well.. i guess i should be able to handle the lack of time as i have no commitments at all. lol. no wait.. i still have my commitment to wednesdays. and pool. lol. these two come hand in hand. without either one of these, there would never be brennymambowong. lol. i have done my read ups and a little bit of homework before the 'd-day' tomorrow. i hope the lecturer does not ask us to do anything silly. he actually left a note on the announcement board telling us not to disclose our job to any of our classmates as he wants to do an experiment in class. it sounds interesting enough but i'm still keeping my fingers crossed. lol.

oh yess.. hot but sad news!! i shall bury my monkey in my drawer as 'he' has passed on. i think 'he' has already done his job and 'he' is too old to continue. so.. people.. my beloved monkey shall no longer be seen every wednesday and please await the new successor of my monkey! LOL! this piece of news only applies to the mambo freaks every wednesday. lol. if this is the first time you have heard of mambo, please feel free to leave a comment here for more enquiries and our ever so friendly customer service monkey, brennymambowong, will get back to you in a jiffy with more information. :) thank you! lol. :p

alright people! till then..

all's mambo that ends well! :)

Celebrate

it's yet another day of celebration for me. i just got a call from esplanade and i got the job! yesss..!! things seem be working out at last. :) looks like the next mambo is going to be a very good one. lol. can't stop thinking about next wed. omg.. i'm such an addict.

well.. there's a catch to it though. i got to go for a briefing on 5th aug but i got lessons on that day. sigh.. it's the third week of school and i have to skip class already. if i don't go for the briefing, there goes my job. :( oh well.. i'll need to contact my lecturer and see what he says then. hopefully he can pass me some extra notes or any form of supplementary materials.

and guess what? my little prayer seems to be working. hee.. God i hope You are not having me on. :)

and this is also my first post on my new blog!! another happy thing!! hmm.. am i being too positive? heck! just be happy! when trouble comes, just face it. be a man, do the right thing. lol. thanks russell, for this quote.

anywaysss (i'm talking like this due to some form of influence from someone), all's well that ends well!! or maybe i should change this.. all's mambo that ends well!!

ohh yeah.. :)